That's right. I'm in Columbia, South Carolina. For the next 4 1/2 months I'm living in a room, in a house (with 2 other roommates) on a street....which leads me to two other streets...that end up at the Russian Language institute at the Institute for Strategic Languages and Cultures. Of course I know in my heart that I am here for a reason. An important and STRATEGIC one in fact. But still, only 7 hours after mom (she came with me to help me get settled - what a great mom!) got on a plane to head back to Texas - I feel lonely. And while we can't always listen to or depend on feelings - I think this just goes to show and prove how much we were all created to live in community, within the Body of Christ.
I know I'm only living here for 4 1/2 months. And its just one step closer to reaching my actual new HOME in Moscow, Russia where I will be serving in ministry to reach others with the life-changing truth of the message of Christ. But still - not knowing people, not having friends and deep community - well, it STINKS. :) I visited 2 churches today, and sadly, I can't imagine that I'll ever find a church even remotely like my home church, the Austinstone. I miss the solid teaching and continual reminder in worship to lift my voice and my heart to the God of the Universe. Mostly, I miss my friends. And if any of you "Aystinstoners" are reading this....the Stone truly is the most amazing church. We are so blessed! And I miss you all dearly!
I need prayer right now. I feel I'm entering this program at somewhat of a disadvantage, only taking 1/2 of the year-long course. There is so much to learn. I need prayer that God would supernaturally give me the gift to speak in the Russian language. It is so important for the success of our ministry in Russia. I KNOW God is big and powerful. He is MORE than enough for this task. Let's pray big prayers my friends!
Sometimes I wake up and think, what in the WORLD am I doing here? O Lord, that I would keep my mind fixed upon your eternal kingdom work, the ultimate purpose and calling on my life.
Classes don't start until next Monday. This week I am taking the time to settle in, prepare my heart, prepare my mind (Lots of Russian to study!), and get into a routine. And I will be thinking of many of you, praying for you, and loving you from Carolina..
:-) Kim
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Hey Kim! I don't know if you remember talking to me on the phone or not, but I'd like you to know that I'm praying for you! I know all too well how you're feeling right now, as I too am hoping to join you in Russia in August. Study hard, pray hard, and I'll be thinking about you!
See you soon in the motherland,
Casey
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